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I was sick of looking at my previous journal, it doesn't make me feel too good. Hehehe! I have a new bookshelf! Its taller than me (so its tall lol), dark wood and I love it. Its so smooth and smells weird, I think its the laquer 8D. I tried organising my books and CDs and things into it all day yesterday but I'm still not finished! Hopefully I will finish it on the weekend. Yesterday and Tuesday have been school days off because of the Ekka, which is awesome. I didn't go to the ekka but my mum did with her sister so she got me some showbags, woohoo! Oooh and on Tuesday night I stayed over a friends place because she was having a sleepover, a

ok so today would have to have been one of my worst days since about... February. How often is it that the guy you like turns out to like your friend and doesn't even notice you? Yeah, that. Hmm... I guess I just needed somewhere to write this, seeing as I'm not gonna wanna be talking to anyone about it. this afternoon I was pretty much dead to the world, I could barely eat my dinner, my mum kept asking me what was wrong and she found me lying on the floor in my bedroom, with my hair all over my face, lol. Ok that sounds stupid. Actually she was more worried that I would burn because I had my head next to the heater. So what? It felt warm. I

Bagah! So here I am, in my brother's apartment, all by myself. I've been here since around 2 o clock. Its now 10 to 7. I'm alone cos he went out with one of his friends to watch some movies (Brisbane cult Film festival, or summin like that). Yeah well, I couldn't get a ticket so I couldn't go, but I don't give a crap. I hope they're having fun. Mmmm... so lately, there has been a bit of, geez, I dunno the word. But people don't like eachother. Luckily I'm not included in it, but a few of my friends are. And it pisses me off. I mean, its not doing them any good, you might aswell get over it get on with it. Disliking people only makes your life